Okay I have been rather.. depressed lately.
I AM bi-polar...
and this has been one of the worst down swings I have ever had. School is horrible, no one has their shit together, which makes me not have my shit together, meaning lots of confusion and last minute shit. Not cool for my grades, Teach. Then I kind of realized I outgrew my friends. I'm not saying that I am more mature or anything, I just have nothing in common with them anymore. After the Clay incident, i'm no longer in touch with anyone my own age. I'm just ready to go out and do big girl things. I'm ready to be out and away of high school people.
And then in the boy department. Don't get me started.
All I need is time. But time is the one thing I don't have.
OKAY I'M DONE WITH DEPRESSING SHIT.
So in the near future I am seeing:
CANDY KINGDOM SLEEPOVER IN HOUSTON :3
-I'm going to watch the Texas Hardcore boys rip it up.
-This includes a road trip with my boyfriend!!<3
-Meeting a ton of his friends
-and seeing Moonstruck Red and DJ Midget. Always a pleasure guys. haha.
2) is:
-I DO NOT HAVE WORDS TO DESCRIBE
-SO EXCITED.
-I WISH I WAS COOL ENOUGH TO BE HTID.
MAYBE ONE DAY.
THIS DAY PERHAPS^
3) and to top it off, November 14th is my 18 BIRTHDAY!!!!! WHOOP WHOOP!
-Yeah I know i'm a baby. Fuck off.
I'm super excited to be doing more with this crowd of lovely people. They are great in words I can't explain. I just hope and pray my mom doesn't change her mind about letting me go. I could easily see where she could get apprehensive x.x CROSS YOUR FINGERS<3
Lastly..
I FOUND OLD PICTURESSSSSSSSSS$$
This was my boyfriend, before he was my boyfriend. Lol he wouldn't kiss me, So I had to kiss him. Regardless, I like how this picture turned out, with no editing!!
My old friend Noodle. A true friend. One of about 5 I actually call a friend. She moved out of the loop, and I haven't seen her in to long :(
THE SECOND I AM BACK IN GERMANY THIS IS WHERE I WILL BE GOING.
My favorite "techno" club ever of all time.
Top that Dallas.
The last one! Alycia and I at prom. She's great, and I loved my dress, even though you can't see it very well.
This is my baby Kitty Sherlock. July 2010 Clay and I found her in a ditch.
Look at teh precious and tell me wouldn't do the same <3
Yeah. I had more stuff to put. But I have homework. And weed. Score.
Until next time!
Smile world.
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