To the moon Alice!

So what's up?! :D I just had one of the craziest five days of my life!! 

It all started Saturday, Tre and I decided to drive to Houston for this fun little number:

It was a ton of fun I must say, I like the whole crowd, and I do always love seeing Moonstruck spin even if the faithful sidekick wasn't there. Oh and I completely made an ASS of myself in an interview for Randy's radio station. If it isn't totally retarded, I'll find it lol.

I must learn more music! As always. Tre makes fun of me for not knowing my shit. 

However I am currently obsessed with this mix again. I forget it exists for a while, then I find it again, and it blows my mind!:

So then the bitter news. I found out that tomorrow is my first broadcast (YAY) but as I am a senior, it is my last year to do this :(

Then I find out, that no other students that qualify in the younger grades are interested in continuing the program. So no more RHHS radio, but i'm hoping the boys will keep up the sports broadcasting, so not ALL of my hard work goes to waste.

Then on the flipside, my school's freshmen class is 666 (no joke) and because there are so many students, for Homecoming this year, we are not allowed to bring outside guests. Who dates each other in the same High school?! So needless to say, my group is instead going to get dressed up (since we already bought dresses) and go eat somewhere nice instead.

Take that administration!

  

Back to the fun stuff! 

Last night I went to see MCR and Blink 182 with some girl friends of mine! It was pretty great, even though i'm not a huge Blink fan. We went through the pictures this morning and the point where we drank to much is.. well.. This is the part where I let the pictures do the talking:

Nina, Alycia, Me

Nina, Kevin, Alycia, and I

 Last picture of the night is the most drunk. We did it good!~ 

 Got a shirt, and "accidentally" touched Gerard Way's butt ;D Hell yeah!

The only downside was that it was on Tre and I's two month anniversary.. He had to work, and I bought the tickets before he asked me out sooo >.>

But i'm going to find something special to do for him so he knows he's loved<3

Wish me luck!

Keep smiling people of the world (:

Positiveness! (:

Okay I have been rather.. depressed lately. 

I AM bi-polar...

 and this has been one of the worst down swings I have ever had. School is horrible, no one has their shit together, which makes me not have my shit together, meaning lots of confusion and last minute shit. Not cool for my grades, Teach. Then I kind of realized I outgrew my friends. I'm not saying that I am more mature or anything, I just have nothing in common with them anymore. After the Clay incident, i'm no longer in touch with anyone my own age. I'm just ready to go out and do big girl things. I'm ready to be out and away of high school people. 

And then in the boy department. Don't get me started. 

All I need is time. But time is the one thing I don't have. 

OKAY I'M DONE WITH DEPRESSING SHIT.

So in the near future I am seeing:

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=166714446732737

CANDY KINGDOM SLEEPOVER IN HOUSTON :3

-I'm going to watch the Texas Hardcore boys rip it up.

-This includes a road trip with my boyfriend!!<3

-Meeting a ton of his friends

-and seeing Moonstruck Red and DJ Midget. Always a pleasure guys. haha.

2) is:

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=143619795690898

-I DO NOT HAVE WORDS TO DESCRIBE

-SO EXCITED.

-I WISH I WAS COOL ENOUGH TO BE HTID. 

MAYBE ONE DAY. 

THIS DAY PERHAPS^

3) and to top it off, November 14th is my 18 BIRTHDAY!!!!! WHOOP WHOOP!

-Yeah I know i'm a baby. Fuck off. 

I'm super excited to be doing more with this crowd of lovely people. They are great in words I can't explain. I just hope and pray my mom doesn't change her mind about letting me go. I could easily see where she could get apprehensive x.x CROSS YOUR FINGERS<3

Lastly..

I FOUND OLD PICTURESSSSSSSSSS$$

This was my boyfriend, before he was my boyfriend. Lol he wouldn't kiss me, So I had to kiss him. Regardless, I like how this picture turned out, with no editing!!

My old friend Noodle. A true friend. One of about 5 I actually call a friend. She moved out of the loop, and I haven't seen her in to long :(

THE SECOND I AM BACK IN GERMANY THIS IS WHERE I WILL BE GOING. 

My favorite "techno" club ever of all time.

Top that Dallas.

The last one! Alycia and I at prom. She's great, and I loved my dress, even though you can't see it very well.

This is my baby Kitty Sherlock. July 2010 Clay and I found her in a ditch. 

Look at teh precious and tell me wouldn't do the same <3

Yeah. I had more stuff to put. But I have homework. And weed. Score.

Until next time!

Smile world.

I can't handle any of this anymore.

You know when everything builds up stress wise and you finally have a huge crying, gasping, head throbbing breakdown for a few hours? Just happened. But the only bad part is it made me think. I made a huge mistake. When you meet someone you are going to spend the rest of your life with you know. And no matter what you should be able to make it work with them because it was meant to be. Because I shouldn't be crying over something like this. I believe in Fate. But I also believe once a cheater, always a cheater. What do you believe?

Fuck America

Seriously.